Am I the only one who likes all kinds of games just in different circumstances?

If you don't want to read this stop at any point.

I'm F 15 and have severe depression and the meds do nothing my mom doesn't know and my stepdad doesn't help because he keeps telling us it's our house when we threaten his control over us. I've never been skinny and he uses that against me saying I don't need to eat so fast all the time even though he knows my past.